Friday, December 5, 2008

Thinking out loud!

this past week has made me think! more than anything!...he got me thinking.

of how good it feels for someone to be genuine with you. To submit to the awkwardness and transfer it to happiness!..he taught me to rely on another source of love.
another thing i hav learnt leading up to the new year is that new beginnings can start anytime ..its not scheduled you just have to wait...AND NOT WISH!... Its amazing how much time i spent comtemplating life in general but its easier then that. i must admit that i do have everything!..i have beautiful friends..that care about me..but i have him to care and to tell him the things that are sooo silllyy...soo silly for other ppl to hear but to him.~ thats conversation
he lets me be stupid. ... .. sometimes thats the remedy..letting go and having someone to love you when you're letting go.
i have imperfections..he has imperfections..but the imperfections of his character makes him perfect. my imperfections show through everythng...but its not bad

finding him showed me to be natural.. even if he doesnt like my make up :D...still im not perfect

scratch that...i didnt find him....i didnt look for him..i wasnt eager or searching ...but i was determined.....his eye contact tells a beautiful tale....:')